ho hum

pic is jamaica i think. nice isn't it. such clear water.
well. what can i say. i didn't win the lotto. $800.000. bloody hell. i was stressing about finding that ticket and thinking how stupid i was to buy a lotto ticket and lose the bloody thing. it's been claimed. at least i know i haven't lost the ticket and have learnt from this experience and have vowed to 'do better' and be more careful and organised. that's the plan anyway.
i came home to a power blackout tonight. bummer. the house was so dark and cold. scary. thankfully had the candles handy. didn't bump into anything.
went to physio tonight and have missed my indo. lesson. i've been practicing like crazy. i have the cd on in the car. i am frightened i'm going to have an accident. i must focus on driving and not the indo. lessons.

the operation is getting closer and i'm scared. quite normal i suppose.
i'm a tad depressed lately. feel better today actually. i've gone off my diet mostly. just having a rest. eating fairly sensibly still. trying hard.
i got myself a nice little present for losing weight to remind me that i don't want to put it back on. i'm down two dress sizes. all good except that i don't wear dresses. hahahaha
must do something about my hair. let's just say i've embraced the afro. it's a bitch having curly hair. it's all over the place. i should wear a hat. ahhh hat hair. hahahahaha.
did you watch the corby show sunday and tuesday? i did. omg. now i think she's guilty but i suppose we'll never really know for sure. all too much really. innocent or guilty 20 years is a bloody long time for the crime. esp. when murderers over there get about 5. go figure.
have a nice thursday. i thought about taking a sickie but i suppose i'll go in. we are short staffed as usual so i'd better. oh well.